god i feel like such a goddamn monster
when I zone out like a blown out bitch,
i fucking want to foster
the connections and affections
to scratch this itch
so I can deal with being alone
and start to heal,
but with no one to bone
am i really gonna feel better on my own?
For real, there’s nothing more stressing
than pressing forth on a path
made by rash choice
while under the duress and stress
of being a godawful fucking mess,
and furthering ourselves from the stupid goals we made
to get our holes laid.
I want to bone and moan and to know what that’s like,
to be at the home of a really cute dyke
while she’s plowing my brains out
and I’m meowing as I tap out
and lose control of what I needed from this exchange,
to be loved and wanted, for a change