Take a breath
a rest
for one short moment

a moment alone, reground
listen to your surroundings
and enjoy every sound

let the manic dissapate,
before you do something you hate
and regret.
with just a millisec
you too can ruin your life

the mania in your cranium
could fill a large stadium
that’s praying and hoping
with anticipation of whats to come

you keep seeking,
you’re desperate
you’re gay,
but keep the need at bay

there is no reason to think that every person you meet
is a lesbian whom you just need to greet
cause one day you’ll find something
and it’ll be special because you’ll know what you want

and you can let go.