flowchart

the endless complexities and decision trees
that define my identity, also defeat me
my cognition looping over to design a plan
I’m rolling in my thoughts while i simply stand
locked in position, caught between a river and a hard place
have to make a decision, i’m quivering, see the look that’s on my face

nervous and wrecked, my brain is left unchecked
it lost its autonomy faster through neglect
every action, every creation, I just follow a flowchart
while i get stranded in the depths of my own art